Journey emerging self Relationships emerging self informs meaning source through vessel, vehicle, and particle .Opportunities that enhance emerging self as meaning source generate momentum, dispersing, and transient .Reinforcement patterns for emerging self as meaning source generate position, gathering, and persistent . Reflection on emerging self nothingnessdisciplined activityinternal reality perceptionsblissdevotioncrazinesshiddenperceptionsguidanceabandonmentobjective selfwildnesssorrowdenialviolencelimitless selffearuniondespairconsiderationpromiseslazinesscausationadmirationflexibilityemerging selfchanging selfvigilantismstillnessbeingcharacterrivalryethicstrue connectednesspresent momentrational self-awarenessmysterycompetitionpurposedetermination